things that are hard

Not eating meat at Thanksgiving dinner is surprisingly weirder and more difficult than not smoking at almost all other times.

My family made that much easier, though, by making a bunch of salmon for me (a sort of sacrifice, since mom hates even the smell of fish). Yes, fish is really a form of meat if meat = dead animal flesh, but I haven’t yet put that habit aside. Eating salmon next to the parents’ turkey is still weird. Like smoking, eating turkey is a thing I enjoy. And don’t even get me started on bacon – hey, I know people who are vegan except for bacon – and there’s no moral, health or other exemption you can plausibly talk yourself into for eating industrially farmed diner bacon. I’ve taken to calling bacon a gateway drug.

I haven’t talked much about quitting smoking. It’s just a thing I did, and continue on because I’m ornery and irritated at the tobacco industry (which, come to think of it, is close to the reason I quit eating land animals). Opting out of these things transforms that “irritation” or righteous anger into a small act of peace, in the lighter footprint I leave, even if it does nothing to help those two industries behave more gently.

If I mention the smoking thing out in public, though, I’m afraid self-righteous non-smokers will start congratulating me in ways that make me more irritated in their direction than at Big Tobacco. I’m not sure how to transform that – maybe there’s some constructive way I could help quit-smoking campaigns be more positive and less patronizing. Their intentions are good. And their tactics do work some of the time.

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